||[Apr. 25th, 2005|11:57 pm]
something is missing, and no, i don't mean the comments :-p|
i mean I just feel like something is... missing. But not just missing, lost. I've found myself looking around lately, waiting on aim, looking around when I go out, half-expecting a phone call from some long-lost friend... or something!
even a revelation. I've been waiting for one of those too.
i find myself searching the internet, but for what? I don't know. But whatever it is, it's out there
SOMETHING is out there, and it's just waiting to be found. Now if only I knew what I was talking about...
Am I crazy? The other day, i don't remember where we were, but I remember arguing with sean saying that if he truely was crazy, he wouldnt admit it, and by saying he's crazy, he wasn't. That thought obviously isn't original. But I have to wonder, how true is it? I mean, can't a man/woman know something is wrong?
what IS crazy anyways? Are you only crazy if you don't know you have a problem? doesn't that make us all crazy?
I think too much. My head hurts. I don't want to sleep, but ana and aashish arent on, which means no late night "wtf chats" or crazy 3 am asians.
::ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble::
Alright, I'm gonna stop thinking. My heads hurts. If you find what I'm looking for, tell me?