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Matthew Marcucci

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[Apr. 25th, 2005|11:57 pm]
Matthew Marcucci
something is missing, and no, i don't mean the comments :-p

i mean I just feel like something is... missing. But not just missing, lost. I've found myself looking around lately, waiting on aim, looking around when I go out, half-expecting a phone call from some long-lost friend... or something!

even a revelation. I've been waiting for one of those too.

i find myself searching the internet, but for what? I don't know. But whatever it is, it's out there

SOMETHING is out there, and it's just waiting to be found. Now if only I knew what I was talking about...

Am I crazy? The other day, i don't remember where we were, but I remember arguing with sean saying that if he truely was crazy, he wouldnt admit it, and by saying he's crazy, he wasn't. That thought obviously isn't original. But I have to wonder, how true is it? I mean, can't a man/woman know something is wrong?

what IS crazy anyways? Are you only crazy if you don't know you have a problem? doesn't that make us all crazy?

I think too much. My head hurts. I don't want to sleep, but ana and aashish arent on, which means no late night "wtf chats" or crazy 3 am asians.

::ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble::

Alright, I'm gonna stop thinking. My heads hurts. If you find what I'm looking for, tell me?

[User Picture]From: _tempest
2005-04-26 04:43 am (UTC)
yes matt you are crazy. crazy as in crazier than the toothless man looking for a guitar string that i encountered in my travels in hempstead at 11:30 pm.

and this feeling that youre feeling is a llittle something i like to call spring.

make a change, do your cleaning fly a kite listen to doves song black and white town.

if none of those suggestions help take a long long bikeride to clear your mind and end up under a tree on a strangers lawn.
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From: shiningxeyes
2005-04-26 05:03 am (UTC)
no worries... i found what you're looking for in my back pocket.
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From: im_unparalleled
2005-04-26 08:52 pm (UTC)
Maybe it's not something out there that you're looking for, maybe it's something within yourself which needs to be found..
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From: alienzealot
2005-04-27 02:54 am (UTC)
I know what that feels like, it really fucks up your head

Last week I was sitting in spanish and I completely forgot who Ms. Banks was, and not just her name, for like 2 minutes I had no idea who that she was period, like amnesia
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From: alienzealot
2005-04-27 02:59 am (UTC)
ohh and I think you're looking for a girlfriend, in a way
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From: (Anonymous)
2005-04-27 03:01 am (UTC)
Matt it will always be just out of your reach. You will never discover what you are looking for, it will consume you your thoughts your dreams everything until you become a blithering mass of nothing. They will then ship you off to a mental institution for the rest of your life and study you but never figure out what is wrong. You existance will be ruined and you will die a painful, slow death after an unfufilling life.

Or you'll find what your looking for.
Either one
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[User Picture]From: thexguardian
2005-04-27 03:08 am (UTC)
thanks leo.

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From: youresillystacy
2005-04-27 05:04 am (UTC)

you always tell me i'm crazy!

the one night i decided to go to sleep early.. i'm sorry, matt. you know if you wanna tell me anything i'm [usually] always here to listen. i hope you find what you're looking for.
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